The feelings inside me that just won't go away
The feelings inside of me that just won’t go away . . . . . I like boys. I’ve always liked boys. On the playground in grade school, I liked to throw dodgeballs at boys and play kickball with them. In junior high, I still liked boys. I played basketball with them and would occasionally challenge one of them to a game of 1 on 1, just to show them that a girl can have skills too. It was quite satisfying when they had to admit that they were beat by a girl! I even kissed a boy in 8 th grade. It was disgusting, but aren’t all first kisses supposed to be gross and incredibly awkward. In junior high, I liked girls too, but I began to notice it was not in the same way I liked boys. What was wrong with me??? I quickly brushed those feelings aside, but they became the feelings inside of me; the ones that just won’t go away. Looking back at my journals from when I was a teenager, there it was over and ov...